(2x) One day you gonna have to answer for the pain that you caused.
One day you will.
When those dark ideas intertwine, it’ll be a bitter pill.
Your gossiping tongue. Your boastful ways. Your vanity for that will sway.
All these things one day you will pay. One day you will.
Stand still would you please? This is in appreciation to the time that you took to read these. Read more because I was put here to plant seeds. Used to use my gifts… for evil deeds. But I relented and was humbled severely. And I resented anyone who surpassed me. But I repented, now God’s will speaks through me. He speaks and I listen and I write in my tone. No recognition but if I reach just one soul – I accomplished my mission. God’s will is evident. Now I understand the reason…
I played witness to things and was an audience to the obscene. Laughed at pain and gained material things. Now I know why I suffered. Now I know why you suffer. You’re living for the wrong thing.
“If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me. For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it. For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul? Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul? For the Son of Man will come in the glory of His Father with His angels, and then He will reward each according to his works.”
I have nurtured my creativity but I have also suppressed it. I have been selfless only to be surrounded by the selfish. I have given my heart freely and have been heartbroken. I’ve had people misunderstand the words that I’ve spoken.
God is the only thing keeping me together now, and through it all I am still here somehow. Life is not easy; I know this for sure. Life is not easy; you have to endure.
“I can do all things through Christ which strengthen me.” – Philippians 4:13
Wrote this poem a couple of years ago but the words still hold true…
(click here to listen to audio of me reading it)