Last week I prayed for a solution to one of my problems. Not only did the solution come, but it came in abundance. However, it will not be handed to me. It will take many hours of work and dedication to receive it.
That’s how life works sometimes. We pray or wish for things to happen and expect them to come instantly and with ease. Some blessings require work because the work is where the blessing is.
Lately I’ve been in a funk. I’ve set some new goals for the new year and I’m already wavering on them. I will start off great and then create an excuse to not complete. One day turns into two; two days slowly turn into a week and BOOM… that goal is gone and another one is set.
When you have a bad day you kinda feel like you’re defeated. It brings anxiety because you want to complete the task, but have no desire or strength to do so. Ultimately, you slowly give up.
I’m forcing myself to fight through these moments and work on my goals every day. Even if it’s just 10 minutes, I will try to push myself a little bit further. After all, every second counts..
Wow! What a year! I fought so many silent battles and had so many life changing moments. Some of which I decided to keep offline because I feel that we should keep some things sacred..
This year I learned my power and that I deserve to be happy. I was also reminded of the power of God and of his will.
I lost my beloved dog Pepper. I finally traveled to Africa. I grew more in this year than I have in a while. I’m still growing and I’m still learning.. And I know that 2019 will be another chapter in my beautiful book of life.
When the going gets tough you gotta remember that ain’t too many real ones left. If you got real people in your life you better praise God bc it’s horrible in these streets. Most people wear a mask or share a fraction of themselves. Their true intentions hidden for another agenda. Just keep your eyes open and stay prayed up. 👁👁 #lastofadyingbreed